Sometimes...

I don’t get it. It's supposed to be a holiday today and I don’t have one. We didn’t even get an off for Holi... how weird is that? Nor did we get an off for Pongal. Not like I celebrate half of them festivals but I would like a holiday as much as the other guy who is probably dreaming of sun kissed beaches and snoring to his heart's content… (Well I don’t like people who snore, unless of course you have a cold and cant really help but snore) what I am actually trying to say is that I want a part of the dreamless sleep too! Stupid, stupid place!

How would you describe nice? What is nice or let’s say whom can you call nice? If you are concerned about people around you, does that make you nice or does that make a real nosy person? If you are trying to make people smile and forget their problems, does that make you nice or does that mean you are taking over the person's fight? Does it make you nice if you are trying to help someone who does not want to be helped at all? Or are you forcing your will on them?

Can you sit around people who keep sulking day in and day out? Everyday you have to face that gloom and everyday you try to find out what has gone wrong… I think they like being in that bubble that they have created. They actually want to be sad and... and there is nothing you can do about it. So you leave them to their fate because you don’t really want to help anymore and you are tired of listening to all the lies and woes.

The day you decide you need to walk away… you actually feel light inside… as if a heavy burden has been laid off.